Monday, May 16, 2011

On God

Eternity

Whatever is not eternal must have had a cause. Did the universe endure from all eternity? If not, then we must prove design before before we can infer a designer. 

I find it easier to believe that the universe existed for eternity than to believe their exsits a begin beyond its limits who created it.

I find it very difficult to believe that there exists a super being who schemed to build a universe to yeild an earth for stage to inflict the majority of the human race to torture while knowing the nature of pain.

I find it most difficult to believe that this super being would damand that all humans worship him and give him full credit for everything while at the same time having no convincing means by which to show himself to man than ridiculous metamorphoses, pretended incarnations and a zombie Jesus.

No, I cannot believe that the universe was created so that he could have a stage for his creatures to suffer while remaining ignorant of any truths that are essential for thaeir happiness and salvation. And, if he did build the universe to have the earth as a stage for man, then he is the most incompentent stage builder to ever live as the earth is but a speck in the universe.

Existance of Life

There has been a number of mass extinctions and rebirths beyond dinosaurs and ice age as research has shown every 62 million years plus or minus 3M years creatures are wiped from the planet's surface in massive numbers. There is no doubting the existence of this cycle of mass extinctions every 62M years. It is clear from analysis of fossil records. But there are other major extinctions and the cycle is a very strong signal for a 26 million year extinction cycle. During the Permian extinction, 250m years ago, more than 70 per cent of all species were wiped out by what research suggests is linked to asteroid collisions and other random events. mass extinctions occur every 62M years a predictable pattern that is striking and compelling. The classical "Big Five" mass extinctions identified are widely agreed upon as some of the most significant. 

They are:
The late Ordovician period (about 438 million years ago (mya)) - 100 families extinct - more than half of the bryozoan and brachiopod species extinct.
78 million years later:
The late Devonian (about 360 mya) - 30% of animal families extinct.
106 million years later:
At the end of the Permian period (about 245 mya) - Trilobites go extinct. 50% of all animal families, 95% of all marine species, and many trees die out.
37 million years later:
The late Triassic (208 mya) - 35% of all animal families die out. Most early dinosaur families went extinct, and most synapsids died out (except for the mammals).
143 million years later:
At the Cretaceous-Tertiary (K-T) boundary (about 65 mya) - about half of all life forms died out, including the dinosaurs, pterosaurs, plesiosaurs, mosasaurs, ammonites, many families of fishes, clams, snails, sponges, sea urchins and many others.

Existance of Man

Man is another small change of the DNA strand of evolution. Humans fear death and the first gods were to be feared as terrifying and unpredictable forces of nature in a world of death and darkness.

Later, ancient Egyptians invented gods who lived lives like the people who worshiped them.

Early Gods were not restrained by knowledge to live in an unreachable heaven. Sure they lived invisibly, but in the mortal world.

Man has always sought immortality and has always invented gods to worship for the keys to Afterlife.

Prometheus was the wisest Titan. His name means "forethought" and he was able to foretell the future. He was the son of Iapetus. When Zeus revolted against Cronus Prometheus deserted the other Titans and fought on Zeus side. By some accounts he and his brother Epimethius were delegated by Zeus to create man. In all accounts, Prometheus is known as the protector and benefactor of man. He gave mankind a number of gifts including fire. He also tricked Zeus into allowing man to keep the best part of the animals sacrificed to the gods and to give the gods the worst parts. For this Zeus punished Prometheus by having him chained to a rock with an eagle tearing at his liver. He was to be left there for all eternity or until he agreed to disclose to Zeus which of Zeus children would try to replace him. He was eventually rescued by Hercules without giving in to Zeus. This foundation has been used to create new gods by removing any and all evidence used to falsify the early gods. Knowledge has always been cruel to gods and other mythologies.

Science vs Religion

Increasing knowledge confronts religion and causes any God to become an ever receding pocket of scientific ignorance. The gaps continue to shink inversly proportional to knowledge. The only remaining god is one of the remaining gaps.

Science objectively presents its evidence as theories, which must be falsifiable. If theories no longer conform to the evidence, they are modified, rejected, or replaced. Science attempts to falsify its assumptions and will reject implausible explanations. Scientific knowledge approach is to understand the natural world. Information theory is a branch of applied mathematics and electrical engineering involving the quantification of information based on Claude Shannon’s theory. Entropy is a measure of information which quantifies the uncertainty. The theory can be used to provide evidence that everything is random.

Now regress to Biblical based "creation science" that was outlawed from public schools as an alternative or in addition to mainstream evolutionary theory of the biological sciences in 1987. The transformation over a period of time from one species into another is established science. Theory of evolution is the explanation for how that transformation occurs. Fossil evidence sufficiently demonstrates evolution. Compelling evidence results from DNA testing of species. Evolution is a scientific theory with the ability to accurately explain facts observed in the world just as sun-centered solar system of Copernicus and Galileo is a theory.

Evolution is the central theory of biology that explains the presence of millions of fossils and other evidence about the origin of life forms. There is not a tenured biologist in biology departments of top-rated university who does not understand that life on earth has developed through the process of evolution, starting with single-cell organisms.

It took over 200 years before dogma finally came to a cognitive disconnect and accepted scientific evidence that the earth revolved around the sun. Fundamentalists have stolen from science and delayed ignorance by pretending that science suggests intelligent design to reject an otherwise uncomfortable feeling of holding conflicting ideas simultaneously.

The delusional will come to accept the theory of evolution but it may not by as fast as the 200 year resolution to reject the geocentric theory for the heliocentric system but it will happen. Until then, religious creation stories and "intelligent design" will remain as philosophy, religion, or history courses.

How long will it be before Information Theory evidence is accepted? The delusional appear cock-sure enough to destroy the social contract and return us to the dark ages as to accept IT. 

Power Worship

Power is freely worshiped with unlimited respect. Placating a jealous god has been man’s history of cruelty and torture where a trembling believer pathetically endures human sacrifice giving his most precious freely in hopes to appease a lust for blood. Man’s respect for power allows him to prostrate himself to worship his god.

It is more difficult to deal with the conceit of delusional men. Passions and self- esteem are sources of error. Fear creates belief in something comforting and faith in heaven for ourselves and hell for our enemies is a delusional fear, a lie man will kill for…

Region is Fear Based

Man who will not admit his own fears nor guard himself by a difficult effort of will against myth-making power can't hope to think truly about matters of great importance, especially where religious beliefs are concerned. Fear is the source of superstition and man's chief source of cruelty. To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom and allows for the pursuit of man.

Science has lessened the belief in magic but delusional faith remains cruel and deadly. A future life may be a more effective way of combating fear than to dread witches. Collective fear stimulates herd instinct and tends to produce ferocity towards those who are not regarded as members of the herd. Fear generates impulses of cruelty to promote superstitious beliefs that justify cruelty. Great fear removes humanity. Man with the courage to die gallantly doesn't have the courage to think he is asked to die for an unworthy cause. Obloquy is more painful than death which is the reason so few men have the courage to dissent from the prevailing opinion in times of collective excitement.

Early European Christians Killed

History up until 1360 revels medieval Europeans desperately tried to hold on to their European Christian roots in Greenland before dying around the 15th century. However, these Christians added history to their Bible lessons when they moved to America as the Leni Lenape. The Indians who tried to maintain their Norse Greenland roots were the Leni Lenape who remained as Christians upon the arrival of the Europeans. American history connects this Greenland history from 1000 to reports in English history during the 2nd voyage to America in 1585.

In 1619 Lord De La Warr III ravaged Leni Lenape villages in Chesapeake Bay during a campaign of total destruction. History books in schools fail to describe the brutal campaign, where 400 of his men dressed in medieval armor carrying firearms, walked through the native villages killing and burning everything. Surviving Leni Lenape are called the Delaware Indians.

With that said, any economically handicapped and aging people will be treated in accoradance with resource scarcities since the physical limits of the earth encounters an economy operating as if no physical limits exist. It only functions when it's growing, creating jobs and servicing debts. Without growth, jobs, and opportunities, the ability to repay debts will disappear. Pain and confusion from challenges in the economy, energy resources, and the environmental predicaments are underway. A dangerous convergence of unsustainable trends in the economy, energy, and environment is occurring as the elite continue to isolate themselves from society. Challenging decades are to come.

Religion is Myth

Religions were born of the myths of primitive peoples of various cultures. As ridiculous as they are, such myths can be perpetuated to the eventual death of the species. A true believer is careful of what they say, what they think, with whom they speak, and of information. Never thinking about existence as it presents itself, never examining their own beliefs to any depth, avoiding information and limited to ideas and knowledge that fits a religious tautology, a circularly reasoned belief system wherein all contradictions, absurdities and basic premises are repressed or are maintained as sacrosanct, carefully shielded from examination or questioning, establishing environments that do not threaten their beliefs though avoidance, restricting their own interactions to others of similar bent, retreating from any source of threatening information. A believer will hear only what they want to hear and steer clear of dangerous thoughts or questions. Believers remove any corrections from learning and growth. A true believer can rarely be helped since they will not face reality reflecting information that would dissolve the delusions. Positive effects attributed to religion are not the product of religion but products of nice people who have areas of very valid insight and knowledge who have a propensity for serving others tend to gravitate toward religion. Empathy for others and a willingness to help is a common human trait or propensity dependent upon perception, not religion.

Religion, like political organizations, is quick to take the credit. Religion uses the natural human impulses as a means to control and manipulate. Many of the positive effects attributed to religion appear to be motivated by the drive to proselytize, to fill coffers, to gain power and to increase acceptability within the society. Oft times a beneficial activity, pursued by church, is simply an acceptable direction in which to invest monies while generating membership. The solace offered is delusional and the unity generated pits the religionist against reality, against the solution to problems and against other groups.

Ultimately, the religion stands as a barrier to social function and meaningful progress. The leadership knows that there is no objective support for religion; that it must be maintained only through blind faith. The leadership knows that the flock must not seriously question, that they must be maintained in a condition of delusion and ignorance or they will lose the faith. They know what must be done to maximize the extraction of monies and services from the believer. They understand the use of emotionality, guilt and fear. The leadership understands the vulnerable aspects of the religion and that they must avoid the hard questions. There are a few ministers of the more isolated churches who maintain their own faith by maintaining their own ignorance, but these are probably a minority. Based on conversations with ministers, there appears to be no small number who justifies the religion in that it fulfills emotional needs of a congregation completely oblivious to any damage wrought by delusion.

Religion generates irrationality, insures devastating ignorance and locks the group into a monolithic posture highly resistant to rational change and pitted against other groups.

As human societies proliferated and increased in complexity, religion became more organized and a power unto itself. People could be made to labor on behalf of religion, making it a means of accumulating great wealth and power. Its influence grew to reach beyond tribal boundaries. Its priests grew to rival the power of kings. Religion generated, and necessitated institutionalizations of untruth. It was, and is, the greatest teacher of falsehood and distorted reasoning in human societies.

Christianity represented a marked departure from Judaism in that it was a religion for the hopeless. It taught denial of the self in exchange for reward in the afterlife. Virtually all of its tenets have the effect of reducing the self-determination of the individual, enhancing the possibility of manipulation and making the individual more vulnerable to exploitation.

The Christ myth was built upon the martyrdom of a person long after the event. During the conflict and turmoil of a degenerating empire, a new religion was fabricated almost overnight. In contrast to the religions out of which it was fashioned, the fabric of Christianity was in place within a few years, largely at the hands of one man, the biblical Paul.

Altruistic and promising a forgiveness of sins and eternal life in paradise after death, the new departure from traditional Judaism spread quickly among oppressed peoples, thriving among the poor and the enslaved, spreading false hope among the hopeless, as it does today. Christianity thrives best in the midst of privation, ignorance and chaos. The essence of Christianity can be found by studying the Sermon on the Mount, Matthew, Chapters 5, 6 and 7, in which "Jesus" talks to the multitude. Every tenet of that address is directed toward weakening the individual and making him/her more open to manipulation and exploitation. It was a message designed to enslave and exploit the ignorant and helpless, involving tenets which would cause the believer to willingly cooperate in the process of his or her own exploitation.

Christianity spread throughout the Roman Empire. It ushered in the Dark Ages with its inquisitions and the destruction of non-believers. It caused the destruction of the bulk of real knowledge that Western man had accumulated. Anything which did not overtly espouse Christianity was put to the torch. This loss of knowledge seriously retarded the progress of western man for a thousand years.

A dissemination of knowledge, primarily mathematics, from the Islamic countries reintroduced by the Crusades and the conquest of Spain by the Moors, allowed European man to slowly rebuild the foundations of knowledge, finding some relief from the morass of ancient superstition.

Today a resurgence of Christianity and other fundamentalist religions focus on other-worldliness. As it spreads among our populations, humanity's ability to function diminishes accordingly.

In the United States, a place of people who began as aggressive achievers, thirsty for knowledge and able to solve problems, we are gaining a populace that flees from knowledge.

We watch the gathering darkness of ignorance and superstition, of what could be the coming of a second dark age, should these forces gain the power to govern. For any democracy, nothing presents more of a clear and present danger than cumulative abysmal ignorance of the true believers.

Religion is effective in insuring that a large part of the population of this nation remains ignorant of the real nature of existence and is predominately responsible for our drift into social chaos. Religion and Authoritarian Governing precludes an effective public educational system, preventing vital information and connectively from reaching the text books. It prevents the teaching of accurate and critical reasoning processes, necessary for the rejection of the false and the absurd. It allows or mandates procedures which insure the ineffectiveness of teaching practices, exhausting the system with irrational and unattainable objectives. Such beliefs appear to be the primary force which holds these groups in an iron fist of ignorance and dysfunctionality, unable to progress, with high percentages within the group, having to be carried by the productive elements of the society. Our society will make its collective decision as to which way it will go, whether to regain its respect for knowledge and regain the ability to progress, or to continue its degenerative trek into savage brutality with the destruction of technology and the amenities of living that have been achieved.

We will go one way or the other. There is no middle ground. The pressures of a burgeoning Earth population preclude any condition of stasis.

The Bible

The Bible is man's word of God and is a book of divine treachery, scientific mistakes, historical errors, false prophecies, and comical absurdities a reason for skepticism by tackling the rationale behind the emergence and perpetuation of Christianity, psychological and sociocultural reasons that drive Christians to cling to their beliefs, and illogical methods of argumentation invoked in the defense of the Bible. God's supposed word is a product of human minds, not divine inspiration.

Religious Work Ethic

There is no economic justice and it is understood that there is no scheme of equality which overcomes the population difficulty. Most of the total produce benefits a small minority of the population. Much produce is not even wanted. A large amount of the working population is idle while others are overworked. When his happens, we generally go to war. It may be more harmful for man to believe in a virtuousness of work. Happiness and prosperity of man lies in an organized diminution of work.

Civilization from the beginning toiled for a small surplus above bare necessaries. This small surplus has been appropriated by the warriors and priests. No one would have volunteered to part with the slender surplus in which warriors and priests subsisted. Peasants would have either produced less or consumed more. A sheer force must have originally compelled them to produce and part with it, especially in times of famine when there was no surplus and the warriors and priests still secured as much as at other times, resulting in many of the workers dying of hunger. Someone found way to induce the multitudes to accept an ethic according to which it was their duty to work hard, although part of their work went to support their idleness. This conception of duty has been a means used by the holders of power to induce others to live for the interests of their masters rather than for their own.

The desirability of work is derived from this system but it has not been adaptable to the changes in the modern world. Modern techniques allow for leisure which is possible to distribute throughout the community. The rich should not find it shocking that the poor have leisure. It should be shocking that a man consumes more than he produces. If the ordinary wage-earner worked four hours a day, then there would be enough for everyone. It is better than the expectation of overwork or starve. Only foolish asceticism makes man suffer this deprivation. No dying man ever says he only wished he had worked harder. Work is necessary means to a livelihood but it’s from their leisure that they derive happiness.

Harm is being caused by belief in the virtuousness of work, and that the road to happiness and prosperity lies in an organized diminution of work. Work is unpleasant and under compensated. 

Heretics are Virtuous Men

I do not call him honest by way of distinction, for I think all the heretics I know are virtuous men. They have the virtue of fortitude, or they could not venture to own their heresy; and they cannot afford to be deficient in any of the other virtues, as that would give advantage to their many enemies; and they have not, like orthodox sinners, such a number of friends to excuse or justify them.  It is not to my good friend's heresy that I impute his honesty. On the contrary, his honesty that brought upon him the character of a heretic.

Christian Religion come to America (from the works of Ben Franklin)

A Swedish minister having assembled the chiefs of the Susquehanna Indians, made a sermon to them, acquainting them with the principal historical facts on which our religion is founded, such as the fall of our first parents by eating an apple; the coming of Christ to repair the mischief; his miracles and sufferings, etc.

When he had finished, an Indian orator stood up to thank him. 'What you have told us,' said he, 'is all very good. It is indeed bad to eat apples. It is better to make them all into cider. We are much obliged by your kindness in coming so far to tell us those things which you have heard from your mothers. In return, I will tell you some of those which we have heard from ours. In the beginning, our fathers had only the flesh of animals to subsist on; and if their hunting was unsuccessful, they were starving. Two of our young hunters having killed deer, made a fire in the woods to broil some parts of it. When they were about to satisfy their hunger, they beheld a beautiful young woman descend from the clouds, and seat herself on that hill which you see yonder among the blue mountains. They said to each other, it is a spirit that perhaps has smelt our broiled venison and wishes to eat of it; let us offer some to her. They presented her with the tongue; she was pleased with the taste of it, and said, 'Your kindness shall be rewarded. Come to this place after thirteen moons, and you shall find something that will be of a great benefit in nourishing you and your children to the latest generations.' They did so and, to their surprise, found plants they had never seen before; but which, from that ancient time, have been constantly cultivated among us to our great advantage. Where her right hand touched the ground they found maize; where her left hand touched it they found kidney- beans.' …

The good missionary, disgusted with this idle tale, said, 'What I delivered to you were sacred truths; but what you tell me is mere fable, fiction, and falsehood.' The Indian, offended, replied, 'My brother, it seems your friends have not done you justice in your education; they have not well instructed you in the rules of common civility. You saw that we, who understand and practice these rules, believed all your stories, why do you refuse to believe ours?

5 Conditions Present

These five conditions must be present, if someone is to become a more fervent believer after a failure or disconfirmation:

 * A belief must be held with deep conviction and it must have some relevance to action, that is, to what the believer does or how he behaves.

* The person holding the belief must have committed himself to it; that is, for the sake of his belief, he must have taken some important action that is difficult to undo. In general, the more important such actions are, and the more difficult they are to undo, the greater is the individual's commitment to the belief.

* The belief must be sufficiently specific and sufficiently concerned with the real world so that events may unequivocally refute the belief.

* Such undeniable disconfirmatory evidence must occur and must be recognized by the individual holding the belief.

* The individual believer must have social support. It is unlikely that one isolated believer could withstand the kind of disconfirming evidence that has been specified. If, however, the believer is a member of a group of convinced persons who can support one another, the belief may be maintained and the believers may attempt to proselyte or persuade nonmembers that the belief is correct.

St. Augustine, the missionary to Britain, wrote to Pope Gregory the Great to know whether married people might come to church if they had had intercourse the previous night, and the Pope ruled that they might only do so after a ceremonial washing. What would Jesus Do "What would Jesus do?" Then he would say “send me 10% of your money and worship my jealous, intolerant ignorance and you can live with me forever, else, I’m going to smite you to hell to burn for eternity for my viewing pleasure”. A man of science forms opinions that change with knowledge but man of theology fixes opinions that never change as he proclaims a philosophy of eternal truths where conflicting knowledge is blaspheme. Man identifies religion as virtuous and the most religious men tend to be educated with a courage to remain virtuously stupid.

 In the Beginning

 In the beginning, a Big Bang created hydrogen, helium, and lithium. Eventually supernova explosions led to life on Earth after the necessary heat and pressure was available to produce the heavier elements. Compressed atoms created the complex elements such as iron, gold, silver, uranium, and platinum which spewed into space and mixed with new stars producing clouds of nebulosity. The new stars from these nebulas, with their attendant planets, moons, and comets contained the heavier elements and any creatures that walked the surfaces of those planets or moons. The calcium in bones and the iron in blood came from other stellar fusion processes.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Language, arbitrary signs, science and religion


I cannot spell a lot of words because English spelling is treacherous. Words are not spelled correctly as much as they are accepted as correct via standardization. There are homophones that are very confusing. Homophones are words that sound alike but are different in meaning, spelling, or both. Up until the 18th Century, words were spelled many different ways (i.e. discrete, discreet, discrete, discreete). With this homophone; discreet implies the showing of prudence in one's behavior or reserve in one's speech, but spelled discrete means separate or unrelated.

Consider all but the first three of the words listed are misspelled: Colonel, ache, hark, harken, mispelled, buffay, ryme, cloathes, whair, profesor, bizzy, forteen, fourty, supercede, conceed, procede, idiosyncracy, concensus, dette, doute, accomodate, impressario, irresistable, rhythym, opthalmologist, diptheria, anamoly, afficianado, grafitti, preceeding, wun, and wunce.

Only 84% of English spellings conform to general pattern while 400 irregular spellings occur!

It was possible to tell where in Britain a letter or manuscript had been written from observing the spellings until the printing press was adopted. English spelling were being standardized as the language was having a phonetic seizure that results in a body of spellings that reflect the pronunciations of people living 400 years ago.

 Noah Webster drove standard spellings and lobbied Congress to make it a legal requirement, making America the first country in history to have deviant spelling a punishable offense.

 I cannot recall peoples name because the proper name is arbitrary. The name Fred does not resemble a human. As far as that goes, the word horse has no resemblance to a horse. This arbitrary significance of words defines the difference between human language and animal communication. Signs are arbitrary in contrast with animal signals. Signals relate to its object whereas signs define an object with language. Signs subsist in language as a representation of the world. The qualitative difference between human language and animal systems is signs indexed and learned through association with their object. Jewish and Hebrew concept of a name is something that conveys the nature and essence of the thing named. It represents a history and reputation of the being named; not merely an arbitrary designation. Possessing speech is essential to our concept of intelligence and being human. Language reliably creates new combination of ideas to arise in our minds. Words shape events in our brain.

The Origin of Species was submitted by Charles Darwin in 1859 after he collected twenty years of data on the theory of natural selection. He published The Descent of Man to address the topic of human evolution ten years later yet the origin of language remains speculative and controversial. The Linguistic Society of Paris has not allowed papers on a theory of the origin and evolution of language at scholarly meetings since 1866. Classical languages, Sanskrit, Greek, Latin, Gothic, Celtic, and Persian, are intricate and complicated in grammatical form as contemporary languages.

Every culture has a highly sophisticated languages capable of naming or discussing whatever occurs around them. The origin of language remains speculative as the chronology of evolution leaves few traces on the human skeleton. Everything is based on conjecture. The theory based on the same source origin is based on a hypothetical mother tongue. Latin evolved into the Romance languages of French, Italian, Spanish, Portuguese, and Romanian. Romance language is simpler not more elegant.

Forty-three words make up fifty percent of the most common words and 9 accounts for 25% of the words in most written samples. They are: and, be, have, it, of, the, to, will, you. English is the global language of discourse in business, science, education, and politics with 95% of the world’s airlines using the international language.

A list of English terms that are universal include; airport, passport, hotel, telephone, bar, soda, cigarette, sport, golf, tennis, stop, okay, weekend, jeans, know-how, sex appeal, and no problem. English is flexible with a richness of vocabulary not found in other languages. The available synonyms give English vocabulary distinctions unavailable in other tongues.

The French cannot distinguish a house from a home or a mind and brain; Spanish between Chairman and President; Italians have no wishful thinking, Russians nothing for efficiency, have fun or take care. Japanese sentences usually have no subject. French and German languages do distinguish knowledge that results from recognition and knowledge that results from understanding. English versatility leads to perplexing rules of grammar. No reliable measurement of quality or efficiency exists in any language. A notable characteristic of English is its deceptive complexity. English also adopted words as needed. The pronouns they, them and there are Scandinavian. Anglo-Saxon names were adopted for humble trades like a baker, miller or shoemaker. French names were adapted for skilled trades like mason, painter or tailor. English names were given to field animals like sheep, cow and ox. French names to animals cooked and on the table like beef, mutton, veal, and bacon. The hundred most common words in English are Anglo-Saxon.

 Every reconstructed language is sophisticated and complete from an evolutionary point of view. The emergence of syntactically mature language reflects evolutionary developments of the brain all at once in language. Brain knowledge may supersede religion for cosmology or natural science; humans remain capable of unscientific thought and scientific thought.

Religion is not useful for thinking about the gravitational interaction of celestial bodies since the Renaissance but remains the basis of metaphysical philosophy to understand processes of language and thought. Religion is used for ethical interaction of human beings. The first hypothesis of human origin is in the Biblical creation presentation and claims to have an understanding science has not mastered.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

My Poems

Emotional Reaction at Electromagnetic Velocity

She was sparking with electrical excitement
Inducing my own strong magnetic incitement
Transcending every force with a shared curiosity
Moving with phenomenal electromagnetic velocity
Emitting innocence in her spectrum of heated attractions
Oscillating wildness transverse her transmitted infractions
Energetic waves propagating her visible satisfactions
Frequency vibrations visibly reflecting her reactions
Words unable to explain this wave of insanity
Theory can merely model our coupled vanity
Exotic encounters shifted and twisted awry
Moving perpendicular before an explosive cry
She was propagating sincerity deep from her eyes
With a waving intensity reflecting my new highs
Emitting light in a short period of shocking surprise
With scorching pain oscillating from her goodbyes

 Living life like a roll of the dice

I see a girl with a smile bright as a night sky flare
She hides a frown from worries and full of despair
I see a girl with eyes of joy that puts me to ease
She hides a girl shedding tears that fill the seas
I see a girl who is fearless and full of cheer
She hides a weakened girl who lives in fear
I see a girl full of life with joy in endless supply
She hides a girl full of pain who wants to cry
I see a girl with a laugh that's contagious
She hides screaming from pain outrageous
I see a girl who is extraordinary nice
She hides a girl carrying a heavy vice

Living Permutated


We lived permutated in every way
Revolution of the earth made our day
A revolution will ware down the land
Letting us cut paths though the sand

Our shared time always well spent
Revolution of time came and went
Revolutions repeated four years
Sharing lives of hopes and fears

Shared trips around the sun
Revolution engaged in much fun
Revolution of the earth sharing life
Showing affection sharp as a knife

Energy source for experiences had
Melancholy is a pleasure of being sad
It takes cloudy skies before the rain
Nature and growth did cause us pain

Sharing time's pleasure even a tear
Revolution around the sun took a year
Revolution times four around the sun
Sharing a journey that's finally done


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We lived permutated in every way
Revolution of the earth made our day
A revolution will ware down the land
Letting us cut paths though the sand

Our shared time always well spent
Revolution of time came and went
Revolutions repeated four years
Sharing lives of hopes and fears

Shared trips around the sun
Revolution engaged in much fun
Revolution of the earth sharing life
Showing affection sharp as a knife

Energy source for experiences had
Melancholy is a pleasure of being sad
It takes cloudy skies before the rain
Nature and growth did cause us pain

Sharing time's pleasure, even a tear
Revolution of the sun made our year
Revolution times four around the sun
Sharing a journey that's finally done

 Electromagnetic Velocity

Sparking with electrical excitement
Inducing a strong magnetic incitement
Transcending force, a shared curiosity
A phenomenal electromagnetic velocity
Emitting a spectrum of attractions
Oscillating transmitted infractions
Energetic waves propagating satisfactions
Frequencies traveling in vibrating reactions
Words unable to explain this wave of insanity
Theory can merely model this coupled vanity

 A Paradox of Positive Expectations

An edge is a risk with a positive expectation
And gambles vary with a standard deviation
When attempting sure betting given the edge
A betting decision carries risk of loss pledge
Risk adverse bets accompany sure gain
Edge bet chances a loss that causes pain
Risk seeking bets favor against sure loss
As preference to chance trumps real costs
Investment comes with risks immeasurable
Gambling is uncertainty easily measurable
Risk seeking deals offer improbable gains
An unlikely loss causes risk adverse pains
Risk of positive expectation can carry hostility
At revelations from impossibility to possibility
Or crossing at the possibility to certainty scale
Positive expectations yet risk probabilities fail

 Randomness of Life Create Delusions of Morality and Ethics

Random encouragement attains moral maturity in life's game
Yet delusion suggests morality creates praise and blame
Random influences creates a delusion with every virtue or vice
Yet hail virtuous and fault vicious to justify culturally nice
Random acts influence culture growth of morality to unfold
Yet respective virtue and vice is environmentally controlled
Random living creates a outlook of cultured ethical relevance
Yet ethics of emotional morality ends with delusional irrelevance
Randomness demands control to develop a cultural environment
Yet ethics praises virtue or blames vicious cultural development
Randomness of influencing delusions reflect virtue or vice
Yet relations begin of chance with a self-interest price

The Random Path of Life

The random path of life is a trail from birth to death
Each path is different but generally the same breath
The unique path one takes reflects a lifetime journey
No lifetime path reflects the same but shadows ferny
Not even the one shall pass this way again anytime
As the path chosen reflects the meaning of a lifetime 

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Each path is different but generally the same breath
The unique path one takes reflects a lifetime journey
No lifetime path reflects the same but shadows ferny
Not even the one shall pass this way again anytime
As the path chosen reflects the meaning of a lifetime

Master Control

Freedom is simply allowing all your desires to cease
Only your will harms yet judgment disturbs your peace
Desire outside your power to reach a state of anxiety
Secure freedom lost to desire by losing impropriety
Desire anything to be disappointed by what you seek
Attachment agonizes as it is taken when you are weak
Decisions of will is the cause of action not the pain
Grieve not to seek but rejoice in the things you gain
Be invincible of event disturbances beyond your will
Opinions of the action dictates the way that you deal
Harm is beyond will where happiness is from you alone
Master will to be free of desire of that not your own

 Friendship Must Endure Emotions

A swing in emotions can bring a friend to tears
The sting of emotions transfers a friend’s fears
The greater the friendship the harder it is to let go
One friend’s emotions can be another friend’s woe
A friend lied to and cheated on is not abandoned to cry all alone
Friendship endures so a friend becomes more beautifully grown
As emptiness, betrayal and lost happiness felt becomes a strain
Friends realize the friendship they have or it will never be again
The broken heart of a friend can cause another to fall apart too
When a friend hurts it can causes the other to feel just as blue
Empty soul and teary eyes dreary watching the clock dial
Friends feel a sense of relief whenever they are in denial
Seeing the hurt and pain of a friend trying to appear spared
But friendship with a million tears cried are sometimes shared
The best of times in life are shared memories of a friend
The memories made with a friend will last till the very end

A Friend

A friend feels the pain and wonders how one could cause it all
A friend shares your hurt and follows you to the Wailing Wall
A friend helps another only to struggle to do the mothering
A friend may just feel the push away from all the smothering
A friend finds it hard to say goodbye after many good years
A friend who helps but may not be able to keep away tears
A friend can easily be disliked for all the things they are not
A friend can be just as liked for all the things they are taught

 Friends In Flight with Strangers

a short flight of shared conversation is had
a memory's pleasure can be so happy yet sad
a shared experience is memory each will own
a memory better than again flying home alone
a shared moment of memory like a secret need
a surface emotion stretches breathless indeed
a memory candlelight strange on shadowy faces
a fond time recalled in minutes at hour paces
a shared time together jetting away further
a place in flight linked one seat to another

 Moonlight Gaze

your eyes wide and soul tight
with a wolf in the moonlight
features flowing of a flower
air of peace within your power
lying in snow weighed by a ton
under a tree by a frozen pond
your eyes wide and body tight
with a wolf under the moonlight
features flowing in full power
air of peace within your flower
laying in the hay sharing in fun
with that wolf licking your bun

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A wolf howling in the moonlight
Your eyes wide and soul tight
Features gleaming like a flower
Air of peace within your power
Cozy viewing the stars beyond
Under a tree by a frozen pond

 Tantalizing Shadows

Tantalizing shadows harmonize in the sunset lighting
Sparkling droplets gleaming from asunder sighting
Glowing faces formed in the shadows of a sunset sky
Heartthrob enchanting clouds descend twilight high
Tantalizing shadows driven from the heat of passion
Birds in song with animals crying in harmonic fashion
All conspicuous but nothing spoken as shadows close
Embracing gently touching in passion felt in the toes
Tantalizing shadows dancing in emotional eyes
 Intimate emotions of soul daunting shadows arise
Embracing passion from this seductive history
Dusk engulfs passion diminishing with mystery
Tantalizing shadows of unity cumulate nimble
Shadows sway the earth beneath to even tremble
Erupting volcanoes glowing red in a darkened sky
Eclipses surrounding nature kindle mountain high
Tantalizing shadows radiantly glow in the night
Nature soars to a twilight dance of a firefly light
Alluring eclipses neighboring together into one
Gentle passion overwhelms emotion on the run

 How

How careful was my path in nature which led me to play
How careful was my wink when my eyes saw best to stay
How can my thoughts remain unlike the desires of life
How can nature brand me when Cupid suggests strife
How can woman's face of nature not stir a man's fire
How can beautiful creatures not increase this desire
How against nature can desire be absent in spring
How against my spirit is the meaning of that ring
How against my mind can I restrain a lustful heart
How against my creature lust can desire just part
How expensive is my desire that leads into shame
How expensive to my spirit can haste be to blame
How expensive to my comfort what riddles despair
How expensive to justify a call of life so unfair
How unlike desire missing has my absence been
How unlike nature can my natural conscience sin
How unlike love does my desire lead toward hate
How unlike petty nuance can liberty halt my fate
How in the chronicles of life was my desire wasted time
How in the love for passion can my lust become a crime

 The Gambler

My Lady Luck you can’t hide
Expect to stand by my side
An explanation ever so polite
Expect to lose as I win in spite
High rollers will come to play
Expect your money to go away
Where the games are for keep
Expect to read them and weep
When the big game is begun
Expect to see the Vegas Gun

 Death Rider

In came death looking for a rider
I strolled over and sit down beside her
In turn she bit me like a black widow spider
I responded like song to music in tune to bite her

 Mississippi Tease

I am a Mississippi tease
Doing what I please
Down in New Orleans

I am a Mississippi flirt
Chasing after every skirt
Down in New Orleans

I am a Mississippi man
Gambling beneath a fan
Down in New Orleans 

I am a Mississippi cheat
With my shoes on my feet
Down in New Orleans

 Share a poem drinking Jeroboam

Let me share a drinking poem
The words you probably know'em
Like wild oats you’ll sow'em
After we’re drinking jeroboam
Let me share with you a poem
In a short time you’ll know'em
Like wild oats I can sow'em
While we're drinking jeroboam

 Dark Choclate 

Dark Chocolate, the song I sing
Dark Chocolate for my Queen
Dark chocolate so semi-sweet,
Dark chocolate for your treat.
Dark chocolate just can't lose,
Dark chocolate, you’d choose.
Dark Chocolate, a taste tonight
Dark Chocolate is your delight

 Merry Christmas

I wish you a Merry Christmas from my heart
To feel your presence like a jubilation dart
I would walk wildly through wicked winter wind
To feel that warmth of a smile from my friend
I wish to dream of but one passion of the past
To feel your influence via that hug shared last
I wish to light candles celebrating holidays near
To feel a wintry warm when dark eyes appear

 The Killing of bin Laden

For peace soldiers are advancing
The Lord eye was surely glancing
American’s hail to those killed
Found without the virgin shield
Aimed and the steel is thrust
Bin Laden made to bite the dust
Night flying into the battle
Shot an eye in death's rattle
To give this war a fierce rally
The helicopter used as a galley
The grim fierce feud in a hurry
Thrown away at sea in a flurry

 Farewell

Well you are moving and going away
Farewell to you in the very best way
Time spent with you came with pay
And yet improved my life every day
Time without me allowed you to work harder
Life without me may have made you smarter
But the quietness that surrounds you all alone
Carry memories of merely being on the phone
I will remember what you're really like
Long after your absence from my site
I know you have to transfer to a new desk
Farewell my friend I wish you the best

 Retiring

So you are retiring and going away
Farewell to you in the very best way
Well beyond your absence from my site
You will be remembered as very bright

 Experience Shared

Sharing an experience, a memory two can own
Similar thoughts trump memories, made alone
Moments of shared memories fill a secret need
And sharing emotions seems breathless indeed

Broken Arrow

Bothered
Trampled down
Suffering heart
Vanished vain vision
Heart loathing the part
Doomed to the grim realities
Sterner desires and darker hopes
Through the valleys a reckless course
Exhausted with a sense of sadness
Tears from useless passion
Not a glimmer of promise
Golden dreams perished
An uninspired ending
Ready to despair
A lack of hope
Suffering

 I'm sorry

I’m sorry is rather hard to say
When things can get in the way
I never meant to cause you grief
But surely mean a sense of relief
I’m sorry to cause a time of disdain
And even becoming a nagging pain
Rueful words they proved to be
Within my soul I sense your plea
I’m sorry to hurt and must atone
It is time to act or regret alone
With these words in your respect
I acknowledge it was so incorrect

 Nature’s Apology

Asking your forgiveness for considering myself only
Sharing my time with you will never leave me lonely
Consulting using my reason rather than an inclination
Sharing a friendship rather than nature’s frustration
Changing remarkably from nature to a civil adult
Befriending by conduct over an instinctive result
Acting with a morality that my prior deeds lacked
Voicing a duty over letting physical impulses react
Keeping your presence is a gift that is ever so great
Stimulating time with you is a life’s developed fate
Sharing our ideas with feelings conferring dignity
Lifting my heart and soul from my grave indignity
Being with you is where my happy moments began
Sharing time as an intelligent being to be your man

 His Reflection

His barren skills reflect increasing knowledge as a given must
Friendship reflects a lifetime of showing openness builds trust
His perfection reflects that experience of aging time with you
Sincerity reflects openness deep in his heart found in very few
His communications use words reflecting known reservations
Experience from within himself reflect any known limitations
His fear or courage reflects sharing defensiveness or openness
Confusion or clarity reflects his illusion of a wanted closeness
His persuasive demonstration reflects thoughts from his youth
Awareness reflects his acceptance of even sharing every truth
His limitations reflect the shortcomings missing in his insight
Love from his heart reflects brightly through any pitiless light

 Twenty-fifth Anniversary

25 years we have shared a lasting peace
With years of pleasure on the increase
As a river deepens with its water flow
Did our love channel from head to toe
The river deepens and grows so strong
25 years of our growth is not that long
With your feelings deep from the heart
Giving our children a very strong start
A wonderful woman sharing my life
My house a home because of my wife

25 years building our lasting light
Each year providing greater delight
With our affection in strong release
Comes a joy that brings about peace
And my thoughts reminds me of who
25 years were lucky to share with you
Rives grows deeper like our passion
Together we share a unique fashion
Sharing time on earth with a friend
Stronger together at the rivers end

 Knowing Our Past

I know where we have been
Even when we will love again
I lie here just thinking of you
Knowing everything and all we do
My love is away in beauty's bloom
As she plays cards to other’s doom
The turf of her table shall roses rear
As her love lets them return every year
Walking past a blue gushing stream
Deep in thought like many a dream
A lingering pause to lightly tread
As her step disturbs the river bed

 Beautiful Departure

Give’em a kiss at the end of your stay
Leave’em a smiley face on your way
Your touch gives more than words can say
Thoughts of you makes continuous replay
Give’em special time even as you depart
Let’em sense your soul touch their heart
Your heart and soul holds on to their mind
Thoughts of you makes the world seem kind

Special are the Times that End with a Kiss

If you will kiss me to end your stay
My smile will see you on your way
A touch is more than words can say
Thoughts of you in continuous replay
Special is our time before you depart
I sense your soul even touch my heart
To share our time is a world so kind
Your heart and soul holds my mind

 A rose of passion for your love

I offer a red rose with a whisper of passion
Then give you a kiss in a romantic fashion
As the red rose calls out for all of your love
You blow me kisses on the wings of a dove
With the red rose even flush on its petal tips
And my kiss deep from desire upon your lips

 A Friendship of a Princess

A Friendship of a Princess glows warm as heat and light from a fire
From first sight her eyes will affect you with a lifetime of desire
The miracle of her smile stirs so intensely your own begins to start
That moment in time, an impression for eternity, seals in your heart
The sweetest sensitivity she shares, every moment a chronicle of time
When her indescribable passion stirs, the clocks around begin to chime
A Princess sweetness reflects in nature like a reflection from a spring
The presence of her spirit attracts me near her and bells begin to ring
A glance from a Princess makes your thoughts dance throughout the night
The presence of a Princess stirs a man’s inner desire to become a knight
A vision of beautiful Princess is a reflection you carry like a souvenir
A Friendship of a Princess is a priceless gift that stirs a man to tear

Princess Arrives

 Whenever some Princess is advancing
 A man's eyes cannot help but glancing
 She understands every man's notions
 It's as if she carries the magic potions
 Words of a Princess, man shall obey
 For every knight lives to hail her day
 Man would storm the wildest tempest
To share a beautiful Princess’ conquest

Princess Eyes

A Princess has those beautiful dark eyes
Forever in memories as a bloom of youth
Who shares some time to combine ones lives
To become an unchanging and certain truth

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My Princess with those beautiful dark eyes
Forever in my memory as a bloom of youth
We shared our time and combined our lives
To become my unchanging and certain truth

Princess Beauty

There is a Princess so bright
A pretty woman from birth
With locks lovely and long
Glorious Princess of might
A lovely creature on earth
And body and face belong

Princess Soul seeks to calm desire

A Princess soul senses that it is going from whence she came
She and her knight return to a path with that goal their aim
The good against the evil drives what she will seek or avoid
She and her knight travel a road that she thoroughly enjoyed
Deep within a Princess' soul is calmness to violence she fears
She and her knight repeat a walk in time that every step nears
That reason distinguishes from undesirable to one she aspires
She and her knight together tame her madness of mixed desires

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 A Princess senses in her soul a need to return from where she came
 She and her knight walk this trail together with this goal her aim
 Lost love drives a depression from thoughts she will seek to avoid
 She will travel a road with her knight she once thoroughly enjoyed
 Deep within a Princess' soul lies a calmness to a future she fears
 With a knight’s protection, she transcends time as each step cures
 As life distinguishes from undesirable to live the one she aspires
 She has a knight to help her tame the madness of her mixed desires

Princess Memories

She becomes a Princess pretty and wise
With a charming smile and beautiful eyes
She fills your heart so you’re never alone
Life becomes a dream where you belong
Cherished memories from times so few
From thoughts so sweet shared with you
Times will fly whenever you’re together
Memories are thoughts that last forever
There goes a Princess in the darkness of night
A glance will light a fire in you forever bright

Princess's Knight

Living in the moment for you to say hello
Loving you is my emotionally obvious show
Reflecting sunlight beaming from your hair
Loving you for a lifetime is the brighter flare
Mesmerizing my eyes for I can't turn away
Loving you consumes a knight's perfect day 
Seeing you happy makes me feel in control
Loving you is the life of this heart and soul
Attracting me so helplessly into your groove
Loving you is to flow with the way you move

Invitation in Hopes to Toast to Cheers

Will she want to accept or want to cry?
Will she excitedly wait or wonder why?
Will she share a drink or want a round?
Will she start to chat or make a sound?
Will she cry a tear yet not complain?
Will she need tears to reveal her pain?
Will she talk to me like I'm a knight?
Will she share a drink to my delight?
Will she cry a long night of tears?
Will she enjoy so to seek souvenirs?
Will she make her way on in to town?
Will she seek a toast or see a clown?
Will she accept fondly or want to cry?
Will she hope to forget or remember why?
Will she smile or be subject to fears?
Will she really want to toast to cheers

 Find Time for Each Other

Could you find time to do things my way
Would you compare me to an eight hour day
Could you hold me like you have before
Would your lips touch mine for ever more

Could I find time to do things your way
Would I compare you to an eight hour day
Could I hold you upon entering the door
Would my lips touch yours for ever more

 Fantasies bring on a Wild Sensation

Thoughts of beautiful friendships arise
A gorgeous girl is my pleasant surprise
Dreaming of the time you kissed my lips
When we danced and I watched those hips
The dream fills a wild heart’s desire
Thoughts of you make my passions fire
Sensational beauty deep in those eyes
Fantasies felt where my heart resides
Whether I dream or gleam into your eyes
Exciting emotions come with butterflies
Dreams where our lips passionately meet
Fantasies makes this heart skips a beat
Dreams of a secret pleasure are thoughts whole
Fantasies so beautiful reflect deep in my soul
Thoughts whisper with words that seem to rhyme
Fantasies of wild sensation, in instant's time

 Dining Fantasies of Wild Sensation

Dining thoughts with a true love arise
A gorgeous girl and pleasant surprise
Sensational beauty deep in those eyes
Dining fantasies from thought resides
Day dreams wild from my dining desire
Dining dreams come like passions fire
To sit across and gleam into your eyes
Will excite my emotions with butterflies

Face eyes and smile of beauty

Your eyes hypnotize my mind with dreams about you
Your kindness captures my heart to love you so true
Your soul moves me to shower you with roses so sly
Your beauty blushes them red whenever you pass by 
Your presence becomes my very reason for existing 
Your smile anchors me like a ship to prevent any listing 
Your face moves me to confession to admit my devotion
Your arms caress with closeness giving waves of emotion

 Gorgeous Girl

 Mesmerized by your beautiful face
With a wish to cuddle and embrace
Eyes and lips within a facial feature
A beautiful and gorgeous creature
Your presence attracts these eyes
Your face attracts like pristine skies
Your face glows as the sunlight sings
Your body is worthy of angle wings
 I dream of memories shared together
I long for you presence now and forever
I look into your face with a dazzling glow
I see an illustration of mystery I do know


Marriage

Marriage begins during your wedding
A future promise of where your heading
While you are walking down that aisle
Glance into the faces wearing a smile
Now there are two, a husband and a wife
It’s your team that you are setting for life
Now every road contains some turnings
And there will be bumps and yearnings
Together a strong marriage passes every test
The miracle is all the time we spent together
For the shared time made memories forever
Over my lifetime of years I have learned
A certain trust follows living honest and wise
Repeated errors can tear a foundation apart
Be forever present in someone's mind and heart
Time shared with them touches your life forever
All the years shared gives this much for certain
Memories to fill your heart until the final curtain
Dreams will flow from everyday of your life
If you act as though you love to be my wife
Dwelling deep into a mind of a lover’s highs
Dreams reflected even as my mistress’ cries
Viewing her soul looking deep into her eyes
Dreams entertain with her thoughts so wise
I am so happy to step through time
Knowing you share this life of mine
Yet wishing you were everywhere I go
Giving me the greatest happiness
I know Days passed and then came the years
Sharing in a life's hopes and fears
Actively engaged not just looking on
Sharing the time of my life by phone
Everything you need you posses within
I'm living the dream since life begin


Unconditional love is

A higher nature
A journey of life
A limitless being
A boundless love
A heart that cares
A love that shares
A limitless affection
A beautiful friendship
A love without question
A freedom beyond limits
A natural peace within emotion
A thought with limitless feelings
A source exciting the core being
A permutation to the source of life
A feeling of unconscious awareness
A source of energy to experience love


I am Comfort at your side

I am there to help through the strain
During your time full of hurt and pain
I can be your comfort when you’re sad
In your world to be your launching pad
I want to comfort you though your tears
During your time of troublesome fears
I want to help you through your fight
In your world to be your virtuous knight
I am there to help you to be strong
During your time when things gone wrong
I can be a comfort to that person inside
In your world to be there by your side

Broken Heart

Your love became a lie
The hurt made you cry
Remove him from thought
He leaves you with naught
But your thoughts can be smart
Many would love to be with you
But this love is no longer true
He is not the man from years ago
In time, you will be sure to know


I'm told it can't be true but that's the way it feels
In frustration as all my senses fail to convince me
I believe in my memories as the thought appeals
But for the tears in my eyes carrying another key

I'm told there will come a time that I will be let go
And doubt becomes a tale that tears into my soul
Every great doubt carries pain very lonely to know
For doubt in my mind tries to deliver a critical blow

As you sit at home think what to do
Lacking sunlight as its stem draws water
Alive by drinking from a nourishment base
Reflecting a view of the sweet taste of life
Reflecting its beauty while appearing vibrant
Yet its fading behind a hidden vision fleeting
Like the starry skies on the dawn of sun rise
A life dies slowly listening for a silent voice
Lacking life as blood burns in the heart veins
Like a wild flower before the winter's choice
Still reflecting a view of the sweet taste of life
For a time one can reflect a live human face
Shadows are unseen on the dawn of sun rise
Until a final heart  beat from its dwelling place
Reflecting a view of the dark side of life


Wedding begins a journey for three

This future promise is your heading
Marriage begins during the wedding
After you have walked down the aisle
So notice the faces are wearing a smile
Dreams of an exciting life will have begun
While you share this journey with your son
Yet there are two, a husband and a wife
It’s your team which you are setting for life
Now every road contains some turnings
And there will be bumps and yearnings
Together and strong a marriage passes every test 
But a team is necessary if you are to be at your best

Striking young woman

Striking young woman whose beauty endures
Powerless are my eyes being drawn into yours
Desiring your trust drives my mind to think wise
Wishing to become lost in your dark brown eyes
Hearing your voice pleasures like music of a song
Touching you motivates a loving desire so strong
Living comes and goes while we spend time apart
Desiring thoughts from my eyes beat in my heart
Seeing love in those dark brown eyes is my goal
Feeling your charismatic eyes penetrate my soul

 Beautiful Woman

Beautiful woman with a sparkle in your eyes
Radiating excitement wherever wonder lies
Your soul is pure as an immaculate marvel
Woman with inspiration to go the last mile
Inspiring sunshine with a beaming smile
Your soul is pure as an sinless mystery
Beautiful woman with a fashion model's size
Fascinating fire from the gaze in those eyes

Your soul is pure as a divine miracle

Woman with glowing eyes like the rising sun
Encouraging warmth with a gaze for fun
Your soul is pure as a pristine mosaic

LIKE A ROSE

To hold your hand gives excitement like energy bred
Your gorgeous presence makes every rose turn red
As those beautiful lips make a rose blush in shame
Your face glows like sunshine warming me just the same
Daydreams delight me so when your images reappear
Oh beautiful rose your voice is like music to my ear

 Extreme Beauty

 Extreme beauty in the way you look
You pleasure man even as you cook
Extreme beauty deep from your eyes
You pleasure man merely baking pies
 Beaming sounds from your voice
Sharing time is man’s favorite choice
Glowing beauty radiates your skin
You pleasure man like a mortal sin
 Glittering reflections off your face
During strolls you move with grace
Extreme beauty reflects in your heart
You pleasure man like the finest art

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 Extreme beauty in the way you look
You’d pleasure man even as you cook
Extreme beauty deep from your eyes
You’d pleasure man merely baking pies
Beaming sounds from your voice
Sharing time, man’s favorite choice
Glowing beauty radiates your skin
You’d pleasure man like a mortal sin
Glittering reflections off your face
Walking leisurely you move with grace
Extreme beauty reflects in your heart
You’d pleasure man like the finest art

 Sunbeam Sunrise

Sunbeam shadows your shapely size
Projected beauty beyond earth skies
Extreme beauty deep from those eyes
You pleasure man more than a sunrise

Sunbeam shines from your smile
Manicured nails with a fresh file
Extreme beauty in the way she looks
 She pleasures me even as she cooks

Sunbeam flashes from your soul
Styled hair like some fur-lined stole
Extreme beauty deep in her eyes
She pleasures me even baking pies

Sunbeam streams from your voice
Shared times are my favorite choice
Extreme beauty carried by her skin
She pleasures more than mortal sin

Sunbeam reflects from your face
Shared strolls walking with grace
Extreme beauty reflects in her heart
She pleasures me more than fine art

Sunbeam shadows your shapely size
Projected beauty beyond earth skies
Extreme beauty deep in her dark eyes
She pleasures me more than a sunrise

Your Presence

Your eyes hypnotize my mind with dreams about you
Your kindness captures my heart to love you so true
Your soul moves me to shower you with roses so sly
Your beauty blushes them red whenever you pass by
Your presence becomes my very reason for existing
Your smile anchors me like a ship to prevent any listing
Your face moves me to confession to admit my devotion
Your arms caress with closeness giving waves of emotion

A Mistress Misery

Arms and shoulders I desire
With a body that lights my fire
Sweet body I want to hold
Magic fingers so I am told
For her love I cry and moan
For her love I give a groan
For her love all night I wake
For her love mourning I make
Dream dwells in his mistress’ eyes
As she imagines her lover’s cries

Friendship Earned

That love and trust is a friendship earned
Hurt affects your life and reflects in your eyes
Memories are forever of days you are together
I live a life where dreams become true
Because my happiness can be seen in you
Weeping carries a broken heart
Rather than feel so lonely and blue
Left alone with tears in your eyes
Under a cloud in darkest of skies
Your growth can ease your pain
Let cloudy skies provide the rain
Don’t let a haunted past linger
But let this go finger by finger
The one you loved has gone
And you are left to be strong

Chilling Shiver Down My Spine

There came a chilling shiver down my spine
When I knew that she could never be mine
There is much that I can never think or say
Because it makes me think of her each day
There is a peace in her knowing mine is real
Words can’t describe how she made me feel
There shall never be a woman who will plan
To make herself available to an undeserving man
There is joy to grasp even in love’s jagged thorn
Enjoy the pleasure and endure the pain of scorn
There is time to travel the depths of your being
To meet our hearts would never be disagreeing
There comes a time to search for your very soul
Enjoy the walk because there is an end of a stroll
There is a time for the greatest phantom of delight
To fill this glee when she first is in your sight

Feeling like a Cut Rose in a Crystal Vase

Feeling like a cut red rose dying in a crystal vase
Lacking sunlight as the rose stem draws water
Staying alive in a temporary nourishment base
Still reflecting beauty while living like a squatter

A cut rose continues to provide a welcome greeting
Reflecting its beauty throughout its final demise
Before fading into obscurity as beauty is fleeting
Just as the starry skies upon the dawn of sun rise

Love can die slowly as listening for a silent voice
Longing for a kiss as blood burned my heart veins
Just as a wild flower before a cold winter's choice
Reflecting a hope to taste the finest champagnes

Love may began from looking into beautiful eyes
Becoming one in life can fill true lovers with joy
Time becomes memories to cherish and prise
Removing all doubts revealed by some silly ploy

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A cut red rose is dying slowly in a crystal vase
Lacking sunlight, a rose stem still draws water
Staying alive in a temporary nourishment base
Still reflecting beauty while living like a squatter

A cut rose keeps providing a welcome greeting
Reflecting beauty throughout its final demise
Until fading into obscurity as beauty is fleeting
Like the starry skies upon the dawn of sun rise

My love dies slowly listening for a silent voice
Lacking a kiss let blood burn in my heart veins
Like a wild flower before a cold winter's choice
Still reflecting promise for a sweet taste of life

My love began with a look in your eyes
You became my life and filled me with joy
We made memories to cherish and prise
Yet doubts were revealed through a ploy

It can't be love but that is the way it feels
Because all my senses fail to convince me
I believe in you and that thought appeals
But the tear in my eyes carries some key

There comes a time when you will let me go
Doubt becomes a tale that tears into my soul
Great doubt carries pain very lonely to know
Doubt in my mind may deliver a critical blow


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A red rose dies slowly in a crystal vase
Lacking sunlight as its stem draws water
Alive by drinking from a nourishment base
Reflecting a view of the sweet taste of life
For a time it will provide a welcome greeting
Reflecting its beauty while appearing vibrant
Yet its fading behind a hidden vision fleeting
Like the starry skies on the dawn of sun rise

A life dies slowly listening for a silent voice
Lacking life as blood burns in the heart veins
Like a wild flower before the winter's choice
Still reflecting a view of the sweet taste of life

For a time one can reflect a live human face
Shadows are unseen on the dawn of sun rise
Until a final heart  beat from its dwelling place
Reflecting a view of the dark side of life